The awesome power of Motherhood and the pain and joy it can bring

Yesterday my daughter got married. This should have been a joyous occassion. Instead it brought tremendous heartache that may or may not ever heal. Her alcoholism blinded her to the true love of her family of her Mother. I was good enough to pay for her dress and shoes.put money on her now husbands ring. Pay for all food and staples for two months only to be told to get the blank blank out , because I wouldn't let her and her husband control my money and destroy my marriage of 17 yrs. I wasn't invited to her wedding and at first I hurt like a hot poker had been plunged into my soul. Now I realize in her addiction she has no ability to reason. As much as it hurts , my back is turned to her only the Creator can save her now. Farewell my once little one until the Creator deals with you and your addiction you have no Mother.